It was so much more to me than just another name on a list...than another notch on my belt or headboard. In those moments, everything that was wrong felt more than right and I needed you more than i had ever needed anything in my life. Whisper soft kisses around the contours of your body as I explored and memorized...
Explored and memorized...
I now knew you better than I ever had. Under black lights, glowing purple in a room that was meant for more than one, you were mine. Your fingerprints matched the wall paint, and the furniture and the hardwood floors and it felt like you belonged here. You were home here.
For you, the feeling was fleeting while mine lasted long after you left my bed. After the sheets turned cold and the lights were white again. I've always been unnaturally intrigued by you, but that took me over the edge. Somehow you didn't see it. I could love you and you would never know, blinded by your inability to commit and your fear of always missing out on something.
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